And that's when she's the purist she'll ever be. It's not just about sexual desire, though, it is a small part of it. It's about that bond, knowing her, feeling her, in a way nobody else ever could. It's not about hurting her. It's about loving her, and becoming one with her, in that moment when we are together, our bodies becoming one, it's a sensation, and a feeling, you can't get otherwise. The feeling you had your first time with Gale. That love, that passion, that realization that if given an opertunity, you'd die for each other. That... is what I feel while i'm with her. As wrong, or as mean as you may perceive it to be.